~Far and Away...........Far Overdue!!~

Alright Alright Alright!!!!! May the blog Gods strike me dead right where I stand for not keeping up with my Blog. Well I made it and I am here. The cool picture is from a neat city in Canada where visitors and tourists come to leave their own sign as a mark of them being there. There had to be several thousand signs. It was pretty cool. After a very tearful goodbye to friends and family. And most of all my Luv Bug Erin. I am here and settled in Coeur d'Alene Idaho. Though my goodbye to Erin was very tearful it hadn't hit me completely what my move would mean for us and our relationship in the future. It hadn't really hit me until about half way through my drive through Canada. I was sitting at a little, rather crappy, diner with my Grandmother who so graciously in her old age volunteered to drive down with me and I suddenly felt a wave of emotion come over me. Normally I am perfectly capable of controlling my emotions , but this time I felt like Christina Yang on Grey's Anatomy when she found out she had a miscarriage, crying hysterically and asking people to sedate her. Lucky for myself I was able to hold it in long enough to excuse myself from the table and have a good cry in the men's bathroom. The thought of not being able to see My Erin and hold her and laugh with her and do all the other amazing, stupid, funny things we do together had hit me suddenly and hard. But, alas life does go on and now I get to look forward to those equally amazing, funny, probably stupid, yet less frequent times we will share in the future. And that of itself is a blessing. Idaho so far has been good to me. I am staying with my second family whom I just adore and who also adore me too. Though they are not my real family I love and trust them as much as any of my close family members. They are truly great and caring people. I have gotten around town a lot and met several new and very interesting people. I have never had a problem making new friends. My main problem right now is finding a job that I can live off of, 8.00 per hour is just not gonna hack it for me, but I am sure something will turn out in my favor eventually. As exciting as Idaho life can be I am afraid that this is as exciting it gets for me right now so i shall sign off here and will post again soon I hope. Perhaps I shall blog about my new Iphone and make Erin more jealous that I have one and she doesn't. But for now I will grab my Erin bear to cuddle with and get some shut eye. Good night world.... Sleep well...