First Blog ~Finding My Niche~

Ecological Niche- a term describing the relational position of a species or population in an ecosystem.
That is what I am looking for. My Niche. My ecosystem. My place of habitat. Or more simply put, the place where and can live and thrive healthy and happily. Alaska has been home for so long that it makes it hard to leave. But, I am suffocating. I feel isolated and stagnant. Life is moving forward and I am not. I am just existing. If my life were anything else other than human I would think I would be a rock. Always the same size and shape. Occasionally moved perhaps, but unchanging. Not getting bigger or better or even worse. Just there.. A rock. But, on a posative note, I would be the sexiest most devastatingly handsome gay rock there ever was. But, alas, My patience has run out. I'm tired of being a rock. I know I'm not living up to my potential and that I can be and do so much more. So it's time for me to "move the cheese" so to speak. Great reference for those of you that have read that book eh?? I am going to be proactive and change my life instead of waiting for life to change. The beginning of this change is to move out of Alaska. Experience new places and things. Start a life and career and school. Whether it be moving to Arizona for work or to Idaho for school (which has yet to be determined) as of September of this year I am out of here. I am going to seek out my Niche.